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things change, no matter how much you want them to stay the same... [28 Feb 2005|02:05pm]
[ mood | flirty ]
[ music | Seventy 7 Times - Brand New ]

ok so yeah after losing the keys friday night we had to stay at my uncles until we got the spare keys, which didn't get to us until 11:30ish. SO in that time, Mike and his brother Jason came over and me and Jason watched Shrek 2 and ate some pizzzzzza that Michael got us, how nice! lol and after while I went home, then got my stuff and went to Chelseas for a little and seen the Gals <3 It was fun while it lasted sucked though that I couldnt stay longer because yeah I'ma loser and lose keys hahah o well .. I love them all and they know it.

Saturday I had to work 12-4 which wasn't SO bad, lol I think I was ChukE haha it was pretty fun actually. Then at like 7 I went out and went bowling with Dean, a friend I haven't seen in 5 years! Then after bowling we went to Big Boys n talked for awhile lmao it was fun, got home around 10:30, and was dead tired so I went to bed.

Sunday I woke up at the butt crack of dawn and went to see a movie with my friend Eric from work. It was a good movie, we drove around for awhile then I came home got ready, and my old pre-school friends mom dropped off a cute belated Valentines day gift for me. It was so sweet lmao seens I haven't seen the person since kindergarden! lol then Eric took me to work and I work 4-close, it was fun though cause I worked with Katie and Krystal, and my new friend Sam. They are fun, although katie did give me a huge slice on my forehead, cause I was chuckie and she thought i was oo so cute as ChuckE that she decided to give me a hug =] then, haha, the head fell off and gashed me. anyways, me and Sam closed and she drove me home, so yeah, i came home and passed out

School today was shitty 0hr we didn't do anything, 1st hour was productive I LOVE THAT CLASS I dont know why, but I just have fun and actually learn something. lol 2nd hr we didn't do a damn thing, 3rd hour we worked on our projects, 4th hr we discussed fun things about the pistons and sports n stuff, and 5th hr i just caught up on some work. Now I'm going into work 4-close but katies working with me tonight so its coooooolll =]

<3 amanduh

Don't apologize..

and I think you should know, I have a crush on you........ [25 Feb 2005|09:02pm]
[ mood | blah ]

ha so tonight, Im supposed to be hanging out with Kulb, Bird, and Chelsea celebrating Kulbertis' bday =] which i got her a awesome present! lmao totally... anyways, so yeh on with my story, I went to my cousins basketball games and Jefferey won and Eddie lost, I think its the coaching, but thats my opinion, talked to Kyle and played with my little cousin Emma most of the time, lol and yeh after we go to leave and we have no keys. WOW whatta shocker? lose sometihng important. not like its never happened before, well yeh it has lol ok.. so we are sitting at my aunts house until the varsity game ends so they can look for the keys and bring them to us, IF they find them, i'm so sad, kulbers chelsea bird i love you all im so sorry i didnt have the keys! if i did i wouldnt have lost them.

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[25 Feb 2005|12:06pm]

New Sn:  o21 aManDuh
                 ^ thats a letter, not a zero

[24 Feb 2005|03:25pm]

i got a sweet new green jacket and my hairs did! yaay

okay nothing else new, im going to work.. goodbye

<3 manduh

 

so misunderstanding...dont lie, i know the truth. )

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I can't talk to you anymore, and I miss you. [23 Feb 2005|11:43am]
[ mood | lazy ]
[ music | Strawberry Wine - Deana Carter ]

Sunday I guess I didn't do much, I don't remember what I did. Lmao I think I just sat home all day. how fun! Way to start off the break!
Monday I'm pretty sure I hung out with my cousins all day at a Rec Center out on 25 mile.. lol it was fun I guess. They had a pool area, basketball, volleyball, game room, indoor track, and a workout room. Pretty sweet if ya ask me! .. lol Well we hung out there from like 1130-12 until 415 then we went back to my aunts house and lounged around all night and had some funny moments, my stomch hurt the next day from laughing so much. My aunt and sister were trying to do Pilates with the big ball n such and I've never seen 2 people do the stupidest things, it was hilarious. But, I went home around 130 and chilled and went to bed
Tuesday I woke up to a phone call asking me to come get my hairs did! cause yeah, it was the only time my aunt had opening for me and Taylor both. So, we got our hairs did, hers turned out beautiful, it's a cool style, mine I like it, kinda similar to something I had before, but wait until summer and I'm gonna love it even more!! After getting my hairs done I went to my cousins games Jefferey won, and Eddie lost, they were both good games though I stayed for the Varsity Game a little while my grandma went out toeat cause channel 4 was there cause they were playing for 1st or something like that, I don't know but the team was way too quick for them and they didn't win...sucks cause they are good. But yeh, I went to Chelseas after and chilled with her for a little nad then came home and sat online until I became absolutely dead tired and went to sleep!! lmao
Wednesday (today!) - Duh! anyways I woke up sometime around 1015 was supposed to go with Matt to see Boogieman, but no, I had to feel like absolute crap! But we are going to go tomorrow I think instead?.. cool beans. Later I'm supposed to go tanning and to my cousins competition for cheerleadin! I love going to her competitions, it's fun! Its just me and my aunt going to this one I think, it was just us two last time lol..hopefully it s good and we do good.

okay, so yeah, I guess I should go get ready for the day..

toodles

Manduh

Don't apologize..

I feel 40 kinds of sadness when you're gone.. [23 Feb 2005|12:28am]
[ mood | words cant describe it.. ]
[ music | 40 Kinds of Sadness - Ryan Cabrera ]

I'd love to be

the shoulder that you cry on

I'd love to be

the friend you call when things are great

Don't apologize..

This story's old but it goes on and on until we disappear.. [20 Feb 2005|01:38pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | Grand Theft Autum - Fallout Boy ]

this weekend hasn't been the most eventful, there's really nothing to do...ever.

Friday
I worked from 4 - close and got home at like 11:45 so I hung out with Josh and Lee for a little while. Came home around 2-2:30? I dont remember and I couldn't sleep so I just decided that I was going to sit and do nothing. Fell asleep around 4am..

Saturday woke up at 10:30 and got ready for work. Worked 12-4:15 and was completely exhausted after that of course. Came home and slept for a little while, then picked up my cousin did some stuff then I took my cousin Nike and Paris to my cousin Jefferey's house. Hung out there until 10:45, then chilled at Taylors and then came home around 12? I duno.. didn't sleep until 3:30am =[ I think I got called into work today but I wasn't here to get the msg so I guess I'm not going.

I work this week while I'm off of school!! I don't mind working, but school is shitty.
Thurs. 4 - Close
Sat.- 12 - 4
Sun 4 - Close
I think.

agh, whatta life..anyways I'm going to go find something to do on this lovely Sunday with no school or work tomorrow =}

<33 Manduh

Don't apologize..

I wanna let you know, I'll love you, always and forever.. [17 Feb 2005|10:54pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | bryan adams - please forgive me ]


all things happen for a reason.. 

when I first saw you, I forgot to breathe.. )

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and I've always dreamed that love would be effortless like a petal fallin to the ground.... [14 Feb 2005|09:21pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

Happy Valentines Day

No valentine this year so I spent it with the ones who really matter
(family..lol aunt n cousin)

<33

Oh Yeah, tomorrows Al's Bday

 Happy Birthday Alex

 

<3 Manduh

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I miss you. [13 Feb 2005|05:54pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | Since You've Been Gone - KC ]

well this weekend wasn't very entertaining. I didn't do a damn thing actually to tell you the truth seens I was sick. The only eventful thing that did happen was last night me and Alex got lost a million times at 1am going to pick up people from someones house and that took forever I got home at like 2:30am and didn't go to bed until 3ish. I worked today 12-4 and was dancing as chuckie the whole time basically cause that was my title for the day. I work sometime this week like friday or something I'm not sure actually I think I have the entire week off which is cool, kinda but I need money lol ...

I also got a cellphone, a lot of money a month but I guess it's worth it if I can afford it and all I guess thats what having a job is for. 586. 214. 6992  okay well yeh, nothing really new in my life, I'll be going back to school tomorrow finally! Even though I dont like school too much I miss attending with all my friends lol I don't like sitting home a lone all the time it's gay...

toodles. *manduh

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You’re too blind to see it going wrong again... [11 Feb 2005|04:21pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | Lullaby - TBS ]

hm okay yeah...

I haven't been to school in 4 days. I went to the hospital Tuesday and got checked out cause I couldn't talk, then I ended up calling into work Wedneday because I couldn't talk there was no voice.. lol yeah anyways, so I've lead a boring life this week, I've layed in bed basically all week and there is nothing really to do cause I'm sick. I hope I will be better by Sunday, I work sunday which is shitty lol but yeah I'm Chuckie, so I'll be dressing up in a mouse costume all day long while little kids tackle me.

Yesterday I worked from 6-Close and I didn't get out until 11 (close is 10 btw) yeah, and I couldn't talk by the time I left cause my throat was shot to hell. But I started work early and got out late so I got extra money, yaay. It was a weird day though, cause I learned how to do birthdays, and when I gave Sam (a igrl I work with) her break I worked kiddie check & some guy was there filling out an APP and eating and he started to talk to me I guessed he was 27, but no 25 lol yeah, anyways he was like basically hitting on me the whole time and when I told him I had a boyfriend he didnt care and he like asked me where I lived and to take me out sometime, UMM no sorry thanks anyways, I was seriously scared, haha weirdos these days. anyways I went home around 11 and was sick as hell but passed out and went to sleep

school this morning...0hr basically was shitty, cried like a baby lmao no im jk just a few tears cause I felt shitty, sat in the Attendence Office went to 1st hr got sick and came home, but yeah I'm alright now, just stomach pains, and i get to get my check today and a cell phone hopefully  <3 ok whatever.

Bye.

 

Don't apologize..

don't ask me if I miss you, you know i'm always honest... [07 Feb 2005|11:12pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | blow dryers on ]

so everythings all better this week! I feel a lot different though, not in a bad way but not in a good, just weird.

Sunday I had to work before the superbowl! So yeah, I seen Joseph for the first time in awhile then I went into work from 4-8 I was chuckie of course 3 times it was sooooo hot, it was ridiculous. Dropped off this delicious pizza I had my friend at work make extra sweet to Joseph lol cuz my work friends are cool as hell and i like everyone I met so far, but me and katie still haven't worked together yet =[ effin A, oo well I think we work together sunday. well yeah, I got home during half time and went to my cousins cause i had to drop off the car, but yeh this got messed up so I went to Yasmines house down the street and finished watchin the game with danny him and lyssa I was pissed cause McNabb fucked them over, but shit happens, maybe my favorite team will go to the Superbowl next year when its in Deeeeeetroit '06! 8-)

Monday I went to school dead tired, and came home with Chelsea went to the mall n such, then went to the movies and seen Taxi with my aunt rodney nad paris and looked at rings for something special! .... =] ... lmao yaay. anyways, we ate n stuff and i came home then took taylor shopping and tanning n such then  i went to her house to make the shirts for class day wednesday and hair ties for tomorrow sports day, and we watched 24 then i came home and now im sitting here getting ready to go to bed..

yay, okay im bored, dont know why i even updated

I get a puppy wednesday and we get to keep it for a few days n see how she likes it here and if she likes it a lot we get to keep her =] her name is buttons, shes soooo cute i love her already and i havent even seen her

o well .. night

<3 manduh

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you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt and again when your head goes thru the windsheild [06 Feb 2005|03:52am]
[ mood | geeked ]
[ music | unknown, but I like it a lot ]

okay so this is the 3rd time updating in the past like 2 days, but yeh I dont care I'm really hyper right now and have nothing better to do with my time. I'm so geeked tomorrows the superbowl even though I'm working and missing half of it I'm going to see the best half of it =] yeah, miss the half time tho, shitty but I heard its not going to be good anyways, so yeah who cares, definitely cheering for the Eagles.

ha tonight I hung out with no one until like 830-9 and I hung out with deac, sara, birdfucker, and steve..did absolutley nothing, but left msgs to my old friend who doesnt like to talk to me. thanks a lot. Okay anyways, yeah, after like at 12:30 I went and hung out with Josh, mhm yup, watched the Grudge n such, then came home around 2:30 after he chased the rabbits outside the houses lol i want a pet rabbit =[ but since my old one died when I was 8 lol and i havent had my own pet yet, i am possiably getting this cute little doggy, its a lap dog, and i get to see her monday im excited.

mhmm but yeh anyway, thanks a lot, for nothing

 

so is that what you call a get away?, well tell me, what did you get away with? )

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the worst is over, you can have the best of me.. [05 Feb 2005|01:32am]
[ mood | sore ]
[ music | Better Off - Ashlee Simpson ]

wow its getting late, okay only like 1:30am and I'm used to staying up until 3 but yesterday I had softball and today I had school and work, I worked until 11:30 and started at 4. Alls I did ALLLLL day was stand at the front and stamp peoples hands. yaay exciting, then I had to close, which meant to clean a whole shit load of stuff. Okay, so yeah. Tomorrow I'm not sure what I'm doing, might go see my new lover lmao, if not then I'm going to hang out with some kid I just kinda met and if that doesn't work out im sleeping because I'm exhausted and my muscles ache. Today is also someones birthday, Happy 19th Birthday Joseph, and Superbowl Sunday is right around the corner =] big cheesy smile, lmao I loooveee my football .. okay yeah anyways, I updated earlier, I was just throwing in my first day at work when I closed and how miserable I feel right now lol, but its all good, now I'm going to appreciate a dollar a hell of a lot more.

goodngiht

Don't apologize..

when I watch you, I wanna do you right where you're standing.. [04 Feb 2005|03:01pm]
[ mood | working ]
[ music | Best of Me - Starting Line ]

I'm sick. It Sucks. This week Sucks.

I work today 4-whenever. cool beans. I work again Superbowl Sunday S.H.I.double T. Y (ha my new cheer I made at sball cause I was bored)
ok yeah anyways, I miss everything tonight cause I'm gay like that, I have to learn how to close tonight and Mousse I gues is training me again, hopefully it all works out good and he doenst make me do everything lol and hopefully theres someone I can meet and work with today like last time, that would be kinda cool lol...yeah

This weekend I'm not sure what I'm going to do tomorrow, but Superbowl Sunday I work 4-8, yeh Shitty but the Eagles will win, hopefully!!!!
Anyways yeah, I'm going to go since I have work in a little bit. toodles

 
-- Manduh 


The hardest things to say are the words that mean the most,
so I'll bite my tongue till it bleeds and I doubt you'll even know...

Don't apologize..

Just Forget Me; It's that simple. [02 Feb 2005|02:07pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | Pretty Girl - Sugarcult ]

 Do you ever feel like breaking down,
Do you ever feel outta place
Like some how  you just dont belong
and no one understands you
do you ever wanna run away
do you lock yourself in your room
with the radio on turned up so loud that no one hears you screaming
no you dont know what it like
when nothing feels alright, you dont know what its like to be like me
to be hurt, to feel lost, to be left our int he dark, to be kicked when your down )

Don't apologize..

and I lied my face off when i said that i would be okay... [31 Jan 2005|11:59pm]
[ mood | good ]
[ music | welcome to my life - simple plan ]

it's possiable ♥ :-*



and he kissed me and said
"this is the way we communicate , in the dark"

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We never grew out of this feeling that we won't give up.... [30 Jan 2005|03:02am]
[ mood | curious ]
[ music | Please Forgive me - Bryan Adams ]

so yeah, today I went to my cousins cheer competition it was kewl, they came in second although, their points were higher then the team in first =[ they just had penaltys so it caused them to get lower score...o well 2nd is always good! Congratulations.

After we watched the sweet Elite teams n shit I went to my brothers birthday party at some Major Magics out in Timbucktoo lol but yeah I got to see some people I havent seen in a long time, although they left early so I really didnt' get to talk to anyone. After, I went to my cousin Jefferys house to help my grandma watch the kids, but I left a little early to pick up Taylor and take her home from her party and we went to Taylors with her and Alyssa and Derek, and after the whole Taylor and Derek situation we went cosmic bowling with edwardo and alexander, it was pretty fun! lol .. i enjoyed it. and it cheered Taylor up..always better that way when peopel are happy! although, I wasn't too happy with my scores 85 and 125 :( shitty shitty.

goodnight l0sers
-Amanduh Maree

expect the unexpected )

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everytime I'm given the chance I just let it slip away... [29 Jan 2005|01:00am]
[ mood | drained ]
[ music | I Need You - LeAnne Rymes (sp?) ]

hmm the last couple days have been a pain in the rear end, I duno I've had the same headache for about aweek now and it won't go away, everyone says "it must be the weather" but it's killing me andI'd rather ram my head through a wall and feel that pain for a day then this pain for a week. O welll..

Today I definitely slept alot in Mrs. Marshalls class cause no one was really there after the first half of class they went on some feild trip, so I slept nad yeah, it helped me out a little bit. I might go to Prom this year, lol ... [start saving your money!! ;)] Then after school I drove people around picked people up and went to my cousins games. cool huh. Jefferys team won and Eddies team lost, but there were doing SO good too, it kinda made me angry, but o well, better luck next time. Came home took care of some business and went to my mothers house and babysat for awhile, well I basically slept Samantha and Alex took care of the crying twins, I'm sorry Alex, lol but I felt horriable and couldnt function properly. Came home and feel worse

So I'm going to bed.
Good Luck Alex at your Game tomorrow.
and Good Luck Girls at the competition.

Finally got my work scheduel, they set me up for Monday, Friday and Sunday.
I'm stupid cause I didnt realize sunday was superbowl sunday until I already said okay
so I'm pissed off, o well. shit happens then you deal with it, but I think teh superbowl starts before I gotta go to work, so thats a plus

         goodnight - Manduh Maree


and sometimes planes they smash up in the sky
and sometimes lonely hearts they just get lonelier </3

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Are you ashamed to say what you want to tell me, you want to... [26 Jan 2005|11:18pm]
[ mood | shitty ]
[ music | A Decade Under the Influence - TBS ]

ok well today was a shitty day I didn't go to school cause I was sick headache and stomach pains =[ I hate it, oh well. Layed around until 5 and watched Gimore Girls, then my forever ago friend called me and I talked to him for forever on the phone, I actually gave him a chance to talk and he wrote me a letter and sent me pictures of us in Pre-school, he's in Saginaw right now but I get to see him in June, it's a long time away but we are going to keep in touch so thats kewl =]....

I'm bored&I don't feel good :[


dont give up hope, some people change.

-night-
manduh
 
     The damage from way back when it mattered,
But nothing seems important anymore.. )

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